You're a hopeless romantic for Sweet Nothings

Are You a Hopeless Romantic?
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I NEED A SELF REEVALUATION!!! GRRR.Grrr.

i just finished watching hana yori dango season 1 and 2. i love it!!! wow... that's the only thing that's keeping me sane these days. it really inspired me in many ways like being optimistic in life and love. it made me frown, cry, laugh and smile. i love hana yori dango!!!
i've been really down this past few weeks, knowing that he already has a girl. i don't know what to do with myself. but when i watched hana yori dango, wow. i can't wait to go back to my condo and watch it!!! watching it gives me a optimistic view on love. gggaaaallleehhhh. i just love it... now i'm really sleepy...ZZZzzzzz

Sharon ann, your signature candle is Cyprus Rose]

A romantic like you isn't afraid to take risks, especially in the name of love. You've got a great imagination and you like putting it to good use. Lucky for your friends and family, that often means that they're on the receiving end of a sweet note or surprise gift.

Whimsical and fun like Cyprus rose, you brighten up any situation. And while your serious side won't let you believe in fairy tales, your sweet side knows there's no harm in working toward a happy ending. That's charming!

In life you can make your own decisions or let other people make those decisions for you. Being Above The Influence is about staying true to yourself, and not letting people pressure you into being less than you. So be yourself. Or be something less. It's your call.

i had a fun day with aleine, marky and mash! mash is really fun! even though he seldom talks..

yet i feel weird.. something's eating me up.. it's the fact that he already has a new girlfriend after three months? i just can't accept the fact that i was just a fling to him. i hate it. i really hate it.

here i go again.. i am happy to be single.. but there are times when i miss having someone around.. someone you could be really be intimate and passionate with.. i love loving. right now, i want someone to love and be loved back. someone who makes me a part of his life.. i'm over raffy.. (for the nth time! haha!) he's my friend, just a friend. i see him too as a friend though i like joey, i only see him as a friend. when i said that i'm having a crush on someone, it doesn't that i want him to be mine. i just like looking at him and being with him coz he makes me really smile. but that doesn't mean that i want him. i just like him.

i want to be inlove again! waahh!!! this is frustrating... i want a guy who makes me feel like an inlove highschool girl. i miss that feeling :O) i also want a guy who makes me blush just by looking at me or just reading his text message..haha.. i want to meet someone like that..T_T and i want someone to want me too..as much as i want him:o) i want someone to spoil me :p..sometimes :o) i want to feel special around him.. i want someone to make me feel like i stand out even if there's no crowd.. haha.. i want to be inlove again..

but come to think of it..i always end up broken hearted and shattered into millions of pieces.. there guys who keeps on texting me..keeps on bugging me like 'what was i doing or did i eat na ba'.. but i don't to settle for them.. galleh..they're not my type..hehe..i dunno.. haaayy..enjoy ko muna pagiging single..

haha.haha.haha.haha. weird. ang weird. super weird. di ko alam kung ano takbo ng utak ko ngayon. haha. i'm lost. so damn lost. haha.hahaha. tawa n lang. haha. ngiti na lang kunwari. haha. tawa na lang ng tawa.

getting deeper and deeper in the shithole.. haha.. dunno how to get out.

60 random questions you must answer
HONESTLY...

If you're not going to be honest, don't
take this survey.

1. Who is the last person you held
hands
with?
() teka..wala.

2. If you were drafted into a war,
would
you survive?
() i hope so. tapos sana yung war na yun against players. tapos i'll kill as many as i can.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
() sometimes

4. Have you ever drank milk straight
out of the carton
() yup, pag konti na laman

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
() nope, quiz bee oo :p

6. What is your longest fight with one
of your friends?
() hmm.. wala naman..ata..

7. Are you a fast typer?
() sometimes

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
() depends..

10. Who can you always turn to?
() pinky and marjy and marky!

11. When's the last time you chose a
bath over a shower?
() dunno

12. Do you knock on wood?
() sometimes

13. Are you drinking anything right
now?
() none at the moment

14. Do you think you're attractive?
() hell yeah! haha!

17. What do you want for Christmas?
() a one way ticket to florida and live with my brother and his family for a while then go to new york! yeah baby! leche tong lugar na toh, bad memories T_T

18. Do you know the muffin man?
() no, but i like muffins. pde bang kainin yang muffin man na yan??

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
() sometimes, i even cry. lol

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
() nope

22. When was the last time that you
went
swimming and where?
() december 27 ata, sa island cove tapos kasama ko mga pinsan ko tapos yung lecheng lalaking yun

23. Do you consider yourself
successful?
() not there yet but i'm gonna be.

24. How many people are on your contact
list of your cell phone?
() 100+?

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
() red horse oo

26. Plans for tomorrow?
() bum around

27. What's your middle name? and why?
() acojedo, coz that's my mom's maiden name

28. Missing someone right now?
() hmm.. i miss angel.. i wish i could call him my angel but he's not mine so i miss angel.. yun lang..

29. When's the last time you told
someone you loved them?
() more than a month. gago yung sinabihan ko.

31. How are you feeling today?
() bitchy, lazy

33. Have you ever been suspended or
expelled from school?
() nope pero sana. tapos papa tattoo ako, tapos papabutos ko dila ko pating kilay ko tapos papalagay ako ng malaking tattoo ng dragon sa likod. lol

34. What are you looking forward to?
() start of classes, meeting up and hanging out with my friends and get slim

35. Have you ever crawled through a
window?
() yes,

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
() eew! no way

38. Can you handle the truth
() yes

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
() haven't tasted it

40. What 3 things you always bring with
you to places?
() cp, money, bag

41. Any cool scars?
() wala pero maglalagay ako sa face ko para scarface na. say hello to my little friend. lol (tama ba toh?)

42. Do you like or have a crush on
anyone?
() hmm..sadly yes

43. Who was the last person you kissed?
() ex ko

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
() ndi kami ulit naguusap

46. Do you talk to yourself?
() yup, and cursing that other guy at the same time

47. Is there something you want that
you can't have?
() madami! una: si angel. pangalawa: the ability to fly

48. Three things about the preferred
sex that you first notice?
() eyes, teeth, height

49. Who are u thinking of right now?
() angel

50. Who did you last hug?
() dang

52. Where is your phone?
() bed

53. What was the last thing you ate?
() liempo..charap

54. Favorite Color/s?
() crimson

55. Last movie you watched?
() charlie's angels

56. What song are you currently
listening to?
() don't matter~akon

57. What do you want?
() a new boy toy..lol

59. What t.v. show are you watching?
() kanina mad tv, gotta love it! :p

60. Who was the last person you talked
to on the phone?
() my auntie

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haha..omg..channing tatum.. *drool* god..he's got kissable lips.. god..haha..when i saw duke and viola's carnival kissing scene..omg.. his bod..yum..haha! omg..haha! grabe na itoh..haha!! channing tatum!!

haha.. i met up with dennis kanina.. haha! stupid me. grrr. but one thing's for sure.. ayoko na. haha!

haha! grabe na itoo!!! haayy...he really makes my smile:) happy ako :):) heehee:) he's so funny!! sooooo kakagigil!! asar lang tlaga..ndi pde..ndi pde..una, di nia ko gusto, pangalawa, may iba sya..T_T grrr..kasi naman eh!!! naman eh!!! sana may isa pang joey:)

oh my galleh..haha! lakas ng mood swing ko. pero ndi na ako galit kay rafael. sana nga lang matuto syang makuntento sa isang babae. in the future. i mean, sana ndi na sya maduwag sa commitment. kakaawa. a person can never be happy unless he or she is contented. (my point of view. walang kokontra.)

"...Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distance
Im not missing
Im not missing you

Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around.."

haayy...i have a conclusion. he is nothing but a big coward. and i pity him. that's it. i'll be stronger than before. i won't be vunerable to anyone else for now. being with rafael was a traumatic experience for me. well every relationshiTTT that i had. can't believe i even begged. gaallehh.. i'm so low. but i won't be, anymore.

my eyes still hurt.i haven't got enough sleep because i always wake up in the middle of the night , crying and thinking about raffy.. i wish everything would be ok.. it's been three weeks.. he's moved on.. i'm still here.. missing him.. loving him and God knows how much this hurts.. i love him so much.. i wish i could hate him more.. but even hatred is gone.. i'm left with pain and sadness. why can't people stay where they are?

now it's really over. you'll regret this.